A dirk in your heart
Venom in your mind
You can’t even regret when you are
Killed by your own kind
Faith
Which you have in them
Faith
Which is their weapon against you
Believe
Which you have on them more than yourself
Believe
Breaking it, for them is nothing new
A dagger in your chest
Spleen in your sanity
You will be left hating yourself
Amazed on their insanity
Drenched in your own blood
Stabbed by your own
You will too stand crying near your corpse
Like I stood near my body.
GUEST WRITER – GAURISH SINGH
Every time
I wake up, I have this big smile on my face,
Just like a heart filled with new hopes.
Every time
I think of you makes me wonder,
That when was the last time you escaped from my thoughts.?
Every time
I talk to you, calms me down.
Like all my worries somehow got vanished as if they were never there.
Every time
I see you, makes me serene,
Like my wait is finally over.
Every time
I see you laughing makes me question myself,
Is there possibly anything prettier than that?
But
Then everything changes.
No smiles, no laughs, and no late night chats.
Was that really there or was that just a decoy dream?
This question never leaves my head.
Convincing myself that everything’s going to be the way they were, perfect.
Half-heartedly closing my eyes to sleep hoping, that
I wake up realizing that it was all just a dream and,
things are still the same.
But instead, day by day, slowly slowly,
Hopes that once cheered me up are dying.
Leaving me empty
Everyday
Every time
GUEST WRITER – ANIMESH JAIN
Tomorrow
I will be happy,
As a flower will kiss its water,
There will be a fragrance of relief and pleasure.
Tomorrow
My eyes will close
Upon those eyes so eager,
But now shy trying to figure what has been missed for a while.
Tomorrow
Maybe I will feel
What’s thirst to a thirsty,
Or what it takes be crude and real.
I don’t promise you anything ‘but’ my heart,
Tomorrow will be lovely
Tomorrow will be pleasant
Tomorrow will have moments shining brightly
Or it may be an epic to write.
You were all my madness,
My hunger, my love and
All my youth
And now we are standing here bidding farewell
And we won’t meet again
And that is the truth
So let’s stop for a moment
And just do not pretend
Because I know you are not going to return
And this is the end
You say you don’t want to hurt me
But how do I believe
Isn’t it going to hurt me
The way you are going to leave
